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你活得快乐吗？

Who-->Zhao Zhen, 16:) Welcome to my site.本人：李昭珍，今年十六岁。欢迎你来到我的空间. Stay Happy and keep the drive in you. Soar as high as you want!:)

We did it!:) 4th April'12

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Sushi Day! This is specially made by my baby brother and me for JOY!:) Haha, does it looks appealing/messy/edible to you? We ate it anyway, it tastes great!=p Okay, this is a really short post, give me some tips if you have any and would like to share:D Stay tune!

SMIL3Z~

Unless necessary :) 4th April'12

I have been reflecting upon my life,during this half-year holiday:)

Unless necessary... How do you define necessary?

For me, it would be matters that are important, problems that are linked to my family and personal life to be settled immediately.

At times, I would be reluctant to do so but that doesn't mean I wouldn't solve it.Although it might be against my wish but I don't have a choice. Henceforth, acceptance is the only way out.

I can't only think of what I want because I don't have the full ability to decide and lead on my own. There is always a need to think of your parents and those who take care of you.Appreciate what they have done for you and in return, help them back as well.

Unless you have a solid foundation and always be yourself... Do you? If not, what will happen?

As a 17 years old sister, daughter, teenager and a student, I realized typical is not a word to describe me. Everyone is special. I have changed over the years, from a bubbly and active child to an introvert girl then to a youth that has very high expectations.

How can I change and still remain as who I am? You would have doubts about what I am trying to say but fret not, I am still who I am. For example, you can design a table,decorate it, shape it in a different style but the main purpose stays.The end result creates a different feeling, that's all.

Similarly, I am a person who reacts in my own unique way under various situations. My method might seem to be illogical but effective in overcoming my bad times. You might be suspicious if I am normal or abnormal, but the solution would definitely makes you ponder for a moment and stop your nonsense.

I want to be better but not at the peak of the mountain, it's way too high for me. I learned how to control my urge to be my best.This sounds ridiculous right? Who wouldn't want to be at their best anytime and anywhere? I am optimistic but you wouldn't convinced because expressing my feelings isn't my strength.

What's the point of saying all this when I am not doing my best? Am I or am I not? My mind is in a whirl.

Beware of your balance when you are at the top as falling from that highest point is not a small joke. Broken pieces would be what you see if you realize it too late. Pain? Hurt? Injuries? All these are just a piece of cake. As compared to the consequences, the process you have been through are much more unforgettable and demanding.

However, each time you fall and climb, your past experiences would be evoked. It helps to pick you up and stand on your feet again.

Therefore, from now on, I would be myself,as original as I am, the determined and confident girl. My past would be my motivation, my present would be my goal and my future would be my dream. Every day is a new creation. I live as carefree as I like but within my own limits and restrictions. POSSIBLE?

You might think it's boring or dull but that is how I live. I don't have to like what a normal person likes because I am not categorized in the type of person you are put into.

This is a long post of my reflection and this should be the end. What is a reflection? These little hopes push me further ahead to where I am supposed to go. I live for myself but ... NO BUT. Too bad if you are not used to it, this kind of character (me) just exist on earth!

SMIL3Z~

Last day of February: 29th Feb'12

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Embrace the world with a heart that says : " Stay Alive"

I am back again.What's up?

Definitely upon receiving the enrollment packages, you guys are sure busy handling those forms ,etc^^

Good Luck people!:D Indeed a hassle for you and me:) Anyway, it's online submission, so for those tech savvy youths out there, that would be a breeze for you! Haha!:D

I have completed the e-enrollment yesterday, finally yeah!:P Time flies, it's really a long holiday because till now, school has yet started and there is 1 more month left !( since March is coming, like Tomrrow?!:O) April will soon arrive then!

More often than not, reminiscing on the old days has been a habit. Especially when you are in a daze or sitting on the couch, and being alone. Daydreaming? NO! You might realize the past has been better but don't jump to conclusion yet.How else can you really be sure of that? Unless you have gone through today, you won't know what's yesterday was all about.

One tip is that, live every day with your best attitude and put all worries aside. Take a stroll in the park or exercise to burn off your fats and become more flexible. Cooping at home and surfing the net for a long time won't help much.Most importantly, you have to feel satisfied for what you do and keep in mind what you plan is meaningful and healthy for your body and mind:)

Blogging this also serves a reminder for myself- Be active and have a run in the park this Saturday morning.I am going to do that. So, that's all for now. I will update again! :) Have a nice day!:)

SMIL3Z~

31st Jan' 12 The novelty of a new life:)

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

HI ! :)

This is the last day of January in 2012.

This is the first day of reporting to Junior Colleges.

This is the day where I am waiting for-the day to think of how to continue on.

Due to many "surprises",I have finally come to a conclusion- no matter how things are going to be from now,tough or easy, sad or happy, big or small, bored or meaningful, I 'll just take it on!

Life has been pretty plain and dull these few months even though I have gone out a number of times.

The best message I knew was that I got posted to NYP. At the beginning, it was definitely heartbreaking because that wasn't my 1st choice. I was super muddleheaded at that moment and just couldn't accept the fact that SRJC ain't the final answer to my prayer.( I have been hoping to get in*)Ya, and supposedly knowing myself being in a state of madness & confusion ( because I actually wanted to appeal but in the end, NO!) I kept cool afterwards and did not really get worked up. Perhaps, it is heaven's will. After a while , I GOT IT! Anything will do. I am happy:) Unless you try, if not you won't know how life is in Polytechnic right? So, with that , I became eager to spread the news or maybe report to those friends, relatives of mine about it!

I AM SATISFIED, :) Here's my feeling--> 我选择的路不一定好走可是还是仍然地接受了.毕竟这是为以后打算的,所以不能放弃!

HAHA! :D

Seeing people wearing school uniforms going to school,the memories just flow into my mind,sadly, I am still stuck at home.Well, there are love sickness, home sickness, what about the yearn to go back to school?

Human just need wishful thoughts once in a while.

AFTER MANY ROUNDS OF THINKING, I might enjoy the different daily routines in campus, the new habits to cultivate and the head-scratching challenges,and all these could spice up my life even better than just STUDYING like in the past 14years :)

JIAYOUS!:)

MY DREAM WILL COME TRUE SOMEDAY:)

OKAY, this post is long enough for now, so shall update again!

All the best to everyone^^

SMIL3Z~

FIRST DAY:) 1st Jan '12

Sunday, January 1, 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR!:)

HELLO, I am back here:) A new year ahead, isn't that great?:D
So what's your resolutions for year 2012? ^^

Let me begin my update with mine yup:)

a) Grow tall:) * I'm JUST TOO SHORT:(
b) Pass with flying colors for my 'O' levels!:)
c) Be a better girl, daughter, and student.

一,我能快乐的生活.
二,大家都开心过日子.
三,我们都能学会照顾自己.(誰敢动到我身边的人,不管你是亲戚,朋友或是陌生人,你一定不会好过.)

HEHE:P That's all:)

These few days I have been having trouble with my phlegm.Its annoying and I have to keep clearing my throat now and then. However, that is a trivial matter which doesn't really affect my mood too much.I hope to get well soon too!

Gonna start reading and spend my day wisely:) I wish I could finish reading this book(below) by today. YUP, TODAY!:D Indeed a great expectation for myself:P I'll make it an effective reading though, unlike what my mother always say, 走马观花. I promise myself to, so yeah, shall stop here.Till then ^^

SMIL3Z~

Last day:) 31st Dec' 2011

Saturday, December 31, 2011

How are you going to spend your last day of year 2011?

Hi!:D Countdown is the word for today.We're all anticipating for the New Year to arrive, RIGHT? Hehe:P 2012, I am ready to accept you in my life and look forward to a New YOU because I had enough of 2011. I guess something different might propel me to handle challenges in a better way so I hope that things will go smoothly from now on. YEAH:P

Talking about last day of the year actually makes no difference to me. For me, it seems to be just another day.I don't feel that high actually.This year has been a tough year, but I do have some time to relax, so it doesn't matter anymore.I know, I learn, I understand.

Human beings are all fickleminded. That kind of mixed feelings are too confusing and too difficult to comprehend. The best way is to cool down and don't think of anything and give yourself a break.But, when you think like that, you're indeed not letting yourself off from all the hurt and tear.So,you choose what you want. You're not heartless that is why all types of words,faces,sounds,scenes are affecting you.Especially, when you can't let go and they are bugging you.In reality, the truth is always cruel. Sometimes, its ridiculous to an extent where nobody will believe. However the fact can't be change.The guilt will stay forever,the hurt you caused will not be forgiven, and lastly, the parties involved will be attached to the memories. Forgive and Forget? That is only a saying,because how many of them do? I wanted to, but the thing is, when the glass is broken, it is. the cracks can't be glued up again.Do you understand?The only reaction is to IGNORE!:) That is what I have learnt in 2011.

Emotional stuffs are just part and parcel in life. Live with it and you will get the hang of it. Don't worry,throw away the past and look forward for the new ones.Have you ever thought when you crack your brain for all those nonsensical people and their rubbish talks,you're actually wasting your memory space? Those are not about reminiscences but are just junk!There is no need to be nostalgic :) Move on and stand on your own.

Yeah, I shall stop ranting about that already, its a pretty long post and I should stop. Okay, wish that everyone enjoys today! I am cooping at home today and will start afresh when the clock strikes at 00:00 Haha:D I'll update this blog again^^

当你在顶嘴,只是想要找回公道.
当你在骂人,只是想要为他好.
当你被批评,只是想要他别说了.
当你在流泪,只是想要有人陪.
但你在犯错,只是想要有人原谅.
当你被冤枉,只是想要老天帮忙.
当你什么都了解,你会发现,可靠的只有你自己!

SMIL3Z~

Homeward bound:) 24th Dec 2011

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Merry Christmas!:)

Good morning people!:) It has been a week since I came back from my China trip.Pretty awesome, I meant, really, it was ENJOYABLE! I couldn't care less about Singapore when I am there, in my hometown.This sounds heartless right? Well, that was logical, I supposed so. Going abroad is to relax and have some fun to unwind for awhile, isn't it? Lets talk about the places I went.

Basically, My grandmother, brothers and I kept going to and fro between仕头村, 文昌市铺前镇.

We also went to 锦山 ,抱萝, 山后坡村 and 海口-大润发超市.

The first destination named above was my hometown so I stayed there for 2 weeks, in between, we traveled to my uncle's house in 抱萝 for 2 days one night trip.

The places aren't very much urbanized because I noticed the backward situation along my way in the motorbike and bus. Anyway, I LOVE TO GO THERE!

Alright, lets the pictures talk.